Green Herb

You've entered my life

Grasped tightly around my soul

We can't let go

Up so high 

Floating in the sky

You speak a foreign language to me 

I slowly understand

How the whole world clicks

The Science, The Math

I love fresh knowledge

Exploring 

Discovering

How the world was meant to be

Soaring

Flying

My body tingles

Strangers come close

Touching 

Rubbing

My body feels amazing

Love drug fills the thoughts

Hot and Heavy 

Scream and Shout

The pleasure builds up

My body shakes 

Pulses inside me 

Pounding

Scratching

Pulling

Teasing

I build it up 

to come much harder

The rhythm speeds up

I'm almost there

Faster

Almost

Faster

ohhh....

Harder

ahh....

Harder

mmm

har...BLAM

ooohhh

mmm

yeah.....

My body trembles

Strangers leave

I'm gone 

in Love

in Lust

Wanting more

Oh, Weakness

Green Herb

I love this new world

In a Pickle

Autumn, not quite the color of love, but still warm. True love is in the air. Time to pick out a flame for the season for those cold winter nights. I got a one in mind, but I'm on the mind of more than one. This is where my flirting gets me in trouble. Leading to many people on at the same time. Bounds someone will find me out. Only the women, would care. Some of the men, would be turned on and some will call me a slut and ignore me. Same old story. 


The one on my mind is eight years older than me. I don't find that creepy, like others do. We instantly clicked, sorta. It was enough to know. I'm daydreaming and dreaming of the dreaminess he produces. I couldn't quit smiling, and I couldn't tell if it was a bad thing or not. He was smiling when I smiled. His eyes were sparking, I felt myself glow in this whole world of the two of us. The butterflies made me nervous for hours. I instantly became witty and the kinda cute that's sexy. I acted shy, when I wasn't afraid to talk. But deep down, I didn't want to mess up. 

Co-worker

Words are slipping.
Sounding stupid, I'm sure.
Feel the heat rush to my face.
Why must I blush?
We're just talking about school.
The glasses
The polo
The way-to-high slacks
Geeky little laugh.
Everything.
Knees could collapse at any moment.
I know he feels the same way
"I like talking to you."
Replays over and over.
His shift is up.
I look up, he looks down.
He looks up, I look down.
I notice.
Catching him glancing
Watching him move closer
How excited he got
as I walked in the front doors.
I notice.
Does he?

What is happening to me? This dream is changing the way I feel about him as we speak.

For some reason, I had to stay at his aunts house with him for a week. It was an awkward stay in the beginning, because his whole family was there being loud and argumentative. We would glance at each other from across the room. We were laying in the grass watching something together and I kept scooting closer to him using his arm as a pillow. He pushed the hair out of my face and kissed me on the forehead. I felt so warm, that I automatically kissed his lips, and fell into a deep make out session. After that, we'd hold hands every time we stood next to each other. I would always hug him. just different

Hornspecial

I get so sexual when I smoke lmao. I can't stop thinking about sex, and I can't help myself not to touch myself when I'm finally alone.

Anyways... My boobs look amazing right now. So perfectly round, and the way my shirt loosely cresses my tits into a V-neck. lavendar. beautiful. The freckles made my boobs the perfect tint....lol I dunno. Anyways... I'm hungry.

:):):)

Black Kiamonds

Also known as the beast above the skies. They howl at night right before they attack the lands of God. Hilary looked at me in a way I've never seen before. It was real deep. Grim. Meek. My face grew hot. I just stared down afraid she would she me blush. I really liked her. She was my sunshine. Then I remember, she's straight.

She punches me in the arm. "Quit playing around! I have things to do today!"
"What??" I laughed
"Whatever, Zo."
"Com'on!!! I know you like it!! Banana hammocks!!" I punched back. I pretend I'm straight too. She doesn't know a thing.
"Get outta here!" She nudges me out the door.

We've been friends ever since sophomore year. Not the kind of friends that do everything together, but pretty close to it. We are each other's wingmen.

Gone.

You know what I find weird, is that when I'm blazed I think more philosophically. Here are a few situations I found interesting:

Actors and Actresses; They have to have fake crushes on other strangers. They have to act like a totally different person. Take Harper for example. Jennifer Stone, who plays harper, has to have a crush on Justin, but off set, what if she totally doesn't think he's cute. Or he's not even her type yet she has to act like she loves him. Just an interesting situation.

If Jon is Scott, Eric is Rick, and I'm Stephanie. What does that mean for our kids? Am I suppose to have 2 boys and 1 girl, and Does that mean Jon gets to have kids that act like us. Does that mean Levi, Reece and Sophie are like us? or like the Scott, Rick and Stephanie group.

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out again
She's running out
She runs runs runs

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here